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caterine vauban [Nov. 21st, 2009|12:21 am]
The Lonely Violinist
Sometimes I just hate everyone... Everyone. Hate.
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Thank GOD for green [Sep. 8th, 2009|12:28 pm]
The Lonely Violinist
[From~ |The Establishment]
[Feeling~ |optimisticoptimistic]
[Tunes~ |Pandora Radio: Andrew Bird]

I can't stop thinking of CURLS. I don't believe that I have ever in my life been so focused on my hair. I don't want to dye it, not even a little. I don't want to straighten it, I don't want to do anything to it but treat it so nice so that it grown long and full of lively curls as soon as possible. I've been taking vitamins and extra vitamin E to help the curls out. I'm even getting the ends trimmed so that they can be more full bodied and silkier (since I'm not sure what this weather is going to do to them). I'm almost sad when I look in the mirror only to find a tiny cranium struggling to stand out in this straight world. When I see pictures of myself it just doesn't look like me... there is a seriously huge part of my personality (and life) missing from the top of my head. My hair is growing fast though. Thank goodness.

I'm PMSing and it's out of control.... Thank God I've got drugs to keep this shit under control.
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It's hot [Sep. 3rd, 2009|01:05 am]
The Lonely Violinist
[From~ |The Establishment]
[Feeling~ |awakeawake]
[Tunes~ |the fan humming above me]

Lots of changes happening in the ol' life.

Moving, again. To where you might ask, hopefully The Establishment. One can only hope though. I feel pretty confident about my vote but I don't want to rely on it so I'm still looking for other places. I've got someone coming to my place tomorrow to take a look at my house so that they might take over my lease. Thank goodness! It will be nice to get the security deposit back on that one. I foresee a new security deposit, paying some bills that have seriously lapsed and the insurance I need to maintain my massage practice! Hurray!

Alaska was breath taking... no words can describe it's beauty. I can't wait to go back. I got to see whales, moose, bears, bald eagles and an expansive abundance of wildlife. The mountains were to die for, not to mention the snow. Traveling around the state was as good as it gets really. Kayaking in Homer, the boat tour in Seward then back North to Willow to see the fam and relax for a little bit. Interesting to see the place where bO grew up (although he says he didn't grow up there). I did get to see as much of his old, youthful past as I was hoping for (apparently I was in the wrong shed). I did get a few pictures, some interesting stories from his Mother... It was over all the perfect trip. My boyfriend is amazing. I'm truly blessed.

I got a new job at The UPS Store, fun! I LOVE shipping! Of course, this place isn't anything like Mailboxes (RIP) but it's pretty cool. They have fun bonuses and treats, over time pay and staff events. Good enough for me, I'm happy to have a steady income. Good thing I'm not at Enchante anymore because apparently they are doing very bad as well as far as business goes. It seems I'm making more money now with UPS than I would be there. Double score! Got out just in the nick of time... what does that saying actually mean? Where does it come from? Who's Nick and why is he so special?

I spoke to my brother the other day. Truth be told he called out of desperation and not because he actually wanted to talk to me. Lame. But better than nothing and it's nice to know that he knows to call me if he's in need of anything. He was fired from his crummy job at the video game store in the mall after 3 years. And why? Stealing games. Oh that brother of mine... Maybe now that he's out of a job I might be able to get him out here for a visit. First I need some money though!

I miss my sisters a lot and I can't even call them because I don't have their number and Mom and I are not speaking either which complicates things. Whatever, I don't want to talk to her, she doesn't deserve the privilege as far as I'm concerned.

Been working hard trying to get the money and living situation in order in this bizarre, dry, Californian heat! It's so dry! The heat has NEVER been a bother to me but it's so damn dry! It's like a desert! Hahaha! My skin feels taught and thick, I feel like I can't sweat... It's a new and strange feeling. I don't know how I feel about it really because there's no real way to cool off around here. I've been going to the beach with friends but the water is so cold it's almost, ALMOST not worth it. The sun is nice though. I'm getting that sweet Cali tan... I think.
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Smudged glasses.... [Aug. 25th, 2009|12:49 am]
The Lonely Violinist
[From~ |The Establishment]
[Feeling~ |happyhappy]
[Tunes~ |The Jackson 5]

Life is good. Money is tight but I've got an amazing support.
Alaska was to die for, I can't wait to go back.
Life is suffacatingly amazing and getting better every day.
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When life gives you lemons. [Aug. 4th, 2009|12:57 am]
The Lonely Violinist
I was fired from my job today. I've never been fired before. It's ok... actually it's kind of wonderful considering what a terrible old troll my "boss" was and how everyday at that wretched place was more emotionally and psychologically damaging than it was worth.

I don't even want to get into the details because it's not even worth my time to relive that event.

Sure things will be really tough the next month but it's ok. It always works out, and for the better.

I'm leaving tomorrow for Alaska!!! HURRAY! This is going to be one of the funnest, if not the, adventures of my life thus far. Oh boy... I can't even describe in words my enthusiasm- I would sing but you can't hear me.

Have I mentioned I got new glasses? I'm significantly more blind in my right eye than my left eye. My new glasses are hot too... they have black and white stripes on them mmhmmm.

Ok bed time.
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The Noble Beast [Jul. 23rd, 2009|11:50 pm]
The Lonely Violinist
[From~ |work]
[Feeling~ |happyhappy]
[Tunes~ |Andrew Bird- Noble Beast]

I've been really tight on the budget since the girls left town after wringing me out financially (my own fault by the way, and a deliberate choice) not to mention the weeks vacation to Alaska ahead (see cut) but I couldn't contain myself any longer.
I folded.
I spent money.
I bought Andrew Bird's most recent album (came out in January) Noble Beast.
I've been holding off for some time but decided today was the day, I could not say no. And it's delicious desert to my ears. Oh joy.
I decided that since I've not updated in what seems like centuries I would do so saving space behind cuts. Feel free to be selective... I probaby am.

Restorative Massage of San Luis ObispoCollapse )
Sisters in SLOCollapse )
Snake and Spider stewCollapse )
misc.Collapse )

I have something bothering my eye ball. I'm going to go get it out.
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I can't sleep.... [Jul. 20th, 2009|02:43 am]
The Lonely Violinist
[From~ |The Shaft via The Establishment]
[Feeling~ |awakeawake]
[Tunes~ |bO tossing & turning without me...]

.... funny this is the only time I seem to be able to find for you old friend. Be happy though, I'm terribly busy and think of you often.
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Quick, GO! [Jun. 25th, 2009|07:39 pm]
The Lonely Violinist
[From~ |The Establishment]
[Feeling~ |happyhappy]
[Tunes~ |RAGG]

My sisters are coming to SLO town.

Holly uncontrollable excitement Batman.

I'm going to sell my violin, it's offical.

I'm so close to getting my own business started and leaving the crazy drama of Enchante.

I love my kitty.

I love my boyfriend.

I'm so broke....

I might start singing for a rock band.

Haven't been mnt biking so much, but I'm building my own mnt bike! Three cheers for a bike that fits!

As usual, life is FANTASTIC!

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Tula [Jun. 4th, 2009|11:23 am]
The Lonely Violinist
[From~ |The Establishment]
[Feeling~ |happyhappy]
[Tunes~ |some awesome spanish music]

I went to yoga this morning, first time I've been to a class sine I first arrived here in SLO. Wow am I seriously tight, out of shape and lost most of my balance. Good thing I'll be going regularly now.

I got a kitty. Her name is Tula, I like her a lot (don't tell my land lord).

Life is STILL good. Wow.

Haven't been speaking to people back in SRQ very much which kinda stinks. I have been talking to Bob though, I'm over hating him and looking forward to him visiting SLO. Crystal and I don't talk as much anymore, she hates it so much there and I love it so much here that we don't have much to talk about because she's mostly complaining and anything I talk about it bragging. She really needs to just get here now. Been talking to Melanie too, trying to get her to take the train down from Seattle for a visit as well.

Work's been nice and busy.

Bike festival this weekend in Santa Barbara- I'm going with Carol, she'll be racing.

I won a bike outfit from the Bike Fashion Show raffle last weekend! SWEET! Jersey T, detachable long selves (which was why I chose that one)and a pair of padded shorts. So nice. I also got a few Chain Reaction shirts (myself and sister), a calendar, and a handful of bike buttons.

Been thinking of taking a little boyfriend break, not separation, just a little Snake time. We talked about it a little... he's so amazing. Sometimes I think I know how he'll react to something, or know what he likes, or just anything and he utterly surprises me in the most admirable way. Ah love...

It's summer time for Sisters now... though I've tried calling more times than I can count on 2 hands contact is limited and I'm still hoping they might be able to make it to SLO for a visit. I won't be able to afford flying them out here and I miss them so much I'm physically anxious. I'm going to e-mail grandparents and see if they can muster up some plane ticket money to help.

Flash mob last week, pretty awesome and a great first run. No word on whether or not there will be another one tonight but I'm going on hop on this and see if we can get a regular thing going. After next week I'm going to have Thursday evenings off for just this event (and farmers); it will be really nice to have a night off too. After this month I may be able to take 2 days off as well! Wow, toodly doo.

Nude beach time... Spread love today if you can.
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Ah, the SLO life... [May. 19th, 2009|05:52 pm]
The Lonely Violinist
[From~ |work]
[Feeling~ |happyhappy]
[Tunes~ |Bob Marley in the lounge]

Life is good,
Life is grand.

Things are finally settling in the new house. Been very busy at work and will start a day job in a bead shop tomorrow. Still looking for a cat. Still dating bO. Still very very very happy.

Adam, Bob and Roth will be visiting SLO this summer/winter. Now I just need to get Crystal out here.

Going to Alaska this summer! What an adventure that will be.

Karaokee tonight- sing your heart out baby!
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